Silence (with ululating roaring)

."All those places
where I recall the memories
that grip me
and pin me down.

I go to these places
Intending to think
to think of nothing
no anticipate

And somehow expect
you'll find me there
that by some miracle
you'd be aware

I'd risen this morning
determined to break
the spell of my longing
and not to think

I freed myself from my family
I freed myself from work
I freed myself
I freed myself
and remained alone

And in my thinking
steal you away
though you never wanted me
anyway

Silence,
silence,
silence,
silence."